Sometimes it all gets too much.
Don't get me wrong, I can roll with the punches.
When someone criticizes;
My drawings
My way I dress
What I write
My OTP
My choice of fandom
My looks
I can handle that.
I'm not made of glass.
I'm not a fragile thing that will shatter when something doesn't go my way.
Sometimes it all gets too much.
I'm supposed to be the strong one.
I never cry.
I'm never scared.
Horror movies are like my version of a comedy.
Bugs don't freak me out.
Snakes are cool.
The dark is pretty awesome.
Crime dramas are interesting to me.
"You're a freak"
Sometimes it all gets too much.
Emotions get bottled up.
The pressure builds up.
Just smile and pretend.
Fool yourself with delusions and ideas.
You're not different.
Don't let their words consume you.
But you know what they are saying is true.
Sometimes it all gets too much.
You don't seek out people.
You prefer to be alone.
So you're a loser with no friends.
You prefer to listen than speak.
You don't have much to add to the conversation.
So you're a weirdo.
Sometimes it all gets too much...
Sometimes you can't take it anymore...
Sometimes you just want people to shut up...
Sometimes you just want it to stop...
Sometimes you can't make it stop...
Sometimes you need to let all those bottled up feelings out...
Sometimes you don't know how...
Sometimes you just... you just feel so... so alone...
Sometimes...